Lost

I ended my first book with a chapter called "Lost Finding Good"

It's about getting lost in the world and still seeking the goodness you believe to exist

And I ended it there because I felt that was the chapter of life I was in

But now I feel stuck in that chapter

I'm lost

Lost getting stuck in the ways of the world

I try to find the good in a world misunderstood

But all I find is pain, deceit, & animosity

Hate, jealousy, & greed

Like Eve caused after she ate the fruit of an evil seed

Now everyone's looking for someone to blame

Ignoring the meaning of Abel to focus on Cain

My daddy always said life was a game

It comes with rules

That we know as laws

Some will follow rules and ignore clues

But playing against laws will reveal the flaws

Uncover the truth about what existed

In the makings, the history of what consisted

Of evil, of greed, and bared animosity

So knowing the truth of your own history

In life can feel like a mystery

The days start to dim

And you begin to live life on a whim

A desire to know what caused Him

To reveal His power to The People

What made them become so deceitful?

And caused innocence to become lost in the middle...